Well, that certainly doesn’t sound very triumphant, huh? I could write that I’ve figured out all the things that don’t make sense in Christianity… but I’d be lying. I don’t understand. I just don’t understand why life is the way it is.
Yet, I do see hope in the Christian narrative. Jesus is a figure of absolute love. I think believing that there’s a God out there who loves everyone so much that he died for them, is something worth holding on to. There has to be something more than just suffering on this mudball of a planet.
Otherwise, I would walk a dark path that I've already been down before. I’d rather not do that, so I’ll believe in Jesus. That’s all I can think of to say.