Allow me to preface my article with this: I am among the
least qualified to talk about belief. That being said, I, along with everyone
else, must take a stand on one position. We are all shown evidence, much of it
conflicting, and we are forced to make a choice about reality. This is entirely
personal, and I will even argue subjective at its very definition.
We all have to fight
with time. The sand in the hour glass is fleeting, and death’s icy grip is ever
tightening. How then, shall we live? Even more importantly than that, what
should we believe (as our beliefs directly influence our actions)? The problem,
we soon realize as a child whose boundless optimism fades into bitterness, is
that the world is a very strange place… and it is cruel. The years burn, as the
Smashing Pumpkins aptly said.
In this Hell, we must choose our beliefs. Yet there's nothing that can be completely proven. Believing in the external world
itself is an act of faith. We are relying on our senses, which are limited and
weak from an evolutionary standpoint. Biologically, we’re built solely for
survival, equipped with “selfish genes.” The very existence
of the universe is something that should be impossible. After all, as Shakespeare
once wrote in King Lear, “nothing will come of nothing.” Atheism and Theism are
both equally nonsensical when it comes to answering our origins. Either nothing
sparked something, or God, which came from nothing, sparked something. Life is
inherently absurd.
The only thing that can actually be proven is that the self
exists, “I think therefore I am.” Yet this is hardly a coherent worldview. Every belief in your mind is a leap of faith. If you believe
that the universe has just always existed, that’s faith. If you believe that
God has always existed, that’s faith.
Some challenging thoughts ... I'd love to hear more though. I feel like there is more to elaborate on in the life of faith ... the absurdity subsides as we come to more fully see who this God is who has brought everything into existence. The questions don't go away completely, and we receive this revelation on faith (as you clearly pointed out), but it's a faith that is grounded in both history, philosophy, and experience.
ReplyDeleteBut I like you conclusion - love really is the aspect of human experience that fights against the coldness we do see in the world ... and Jesus most clearly demonstrated that love. That's why He is most worthy of my faith.
I agree that there are good intellectual reasons to be a Christian... but there are also good intellectual reasons to be an atheist. I have to be honest and say that I didn't come to faith through apologetics, but rather through my hurting heart's desire to know God's love.
Delete